I already know how things would’ve gone down if I had a gun or meds in my appartment.
Archive for May, 2008
Posted in Living in France on May 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
[And Maybe Things Will be Better in Another Lifetime]
Posted in Living in France, tagged Him on May 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
He’s in vegas for the weekend with his father. His father wants them to go to a strip club. He promised me he would text often. I don’t trust him. The last time he was on vacation with his father, he slept with a girl. I can’t heal while we’re long distance. I’m not sure [...]
Quick Rant : Higher Education
Posted in Living in France, tagged Rant on May 26, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I hate how general consensus amongst us citizens has it that you can *only* get a good education within the united states. God forbid anyone even try to insinuate that it’s possible to be a good doctor if you went to university in a place like say, *gasp* MEXICO! CHILE! COSTA RICA! No, because we [...]
Posted in Living in France, tagged Him, Switzerland on May 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Swollen eyes, deep sighs…
dark thoughts.
Endless tears.
Precious moments slowly fading.
Screams that only echo in my room.
I miss you…
Yet anywhere we are, we will be looking at the same sky, right?
I’ll make a wish on every shining star I see,
I’ll be cherishing every wind I feel, and I’ll
Be hoping that you’re seeing and feeling the same too.
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Wrote [...]
Posted in Living in France, tagged Switzerland on May 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I loved Marc in a way I will never love him. I loved Marc in a way I will never be able to love anyone again. The kind of love I had for Marc was pure, it was naïve, it wasn’t yet tainted by any preconceived notions of love. It wasn’t tainted by the outside [...]
Posted in Living in France, tagged Him, Quotes on May 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
“Relationships don’t work they way they do on television and in the movies. Will they? Won’t they? And then they finally do, and they’re happy forever. Gimme a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren’t right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get [...]
My Mistake
Posted in Living in France, tagged Him on May 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
That I ever let you in. That I ever let my guard down. That I trusted you to let you see past the facade, past the lies and the fakeness and the bravado act…that I let you inside. That was my biggest mistake.
There’s a Danger in This
Posted in Living in France, tagged Him on May 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
There’s a danger in this…
Long day and an even longer night mixed with music and last time feelings.
Last…
We always want it to last. Even when we were begging it to end; when it’s over, saltiness runs the lines of the face.
Well it’s the last time you’ll be here with me…
It’s been a while but what [...]
A Pesar de Todo
Posted in Living in France, tagged Switzerland on May 17, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Nadie nunca te enseña a olvidarlos porque no es esto lo que quieren. A todos nos gusta que nos recuerden, y hasta a veces, que nos lloren. Te enseñan todo menos lo mas importante. Yo lo hice mas de alguna vez. Que insensato.
Ayer pensaba que te odiaba, y digo pensaba porque todavía no lo sé.
Leyendo [...]
Todo Ha Cambiado
Posted in Living in France on May 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Confieso que ya no soy la misma de antes, nunca mas lo sere. He cambiado mi forma de vestir, mi peinado, mis olores, y hasta mis dolores. Camino con un swing distinto y mi mirada ya no es igual. Mi boca ya no es amarga, solo mis ojos siguen siendo del mismo color.
He aprendido a [...]
